Hi. My name is Emi. I’m just finishing up my first yearat a small liberal arts college in southern California.I’m originally from Japan, but I’ve been to the Statesmany times with my family, and for the last year and ahalf, I have been living here on my own.
I’m not really sure what I’m going to do in the future,but right now I’m really enjoying living away from myparents and all. To tell you the truth, I’m not reallysure if I should be sending this letter or not, but well. you see, there is this guy that I have been going outwith, and this is kind of embarrassing, but he is into .how should I say this . having me get naked while we areoutside.
Now I know this kind of thing is illegal and everything,so I’ve been trying to get him to stop, but actually, Ireally like him a lot, and I don’t want to break up oranything like that.
Anyway, I’ve wanted to tell someone what has been goingon, but I can’t get the courage to tell my friends. Sowell anyway, I just decided to write here and see whatpeople think. When I first arrived here a year and a halfago, at first I felt kind of lonely ’cause I didn’t knowanyone in my classes (I was taking a university prepcourse and ESL).
Here I was kind of brooding and worrying if I’d done theright thing in coming, when one day I met Ryosuke –that’s my boyfriend’s name, but everyone here just callshim “Joe.” He was a junior in the same college – now he’sa senior, and he used to show me where everything is andgive me advice, and pretty soon we started going out.
I am pretty shy so I’d never dated much before, but Ifind him so easy to talk to ’cause he kind of knows whatI was going through ’cause he’d done the same thing, Imean, come here from Japan on his own straight out ofhigh school. Anyway, after we’d been going out for awhile, we began to get more serious, and look around fora place where we could be alone together.
The problem was that both of us live with Americanfamilies. One time, I brought him over and introduced himto my host mother. She was nice enough, but none of usfelt comfortable so I haven’t had him back since. I don’tthink I could handle going to his place either so wehaven’t tried. I don’t know about here, but in Japan,couples as young as us don’t really go to each other’shouses (at least not when there are people there).
Anyway, there didn’t really seem to be any other placewhere we could go so we used to go to this park not toofar from the college. Usually, we’d bike to school andthen stop off at the park on the way back. We’d bike intothe park a fair way, and then hide the bikes in the woodsand sit on a bench, and chat about all kinds of things.One day, school finished early so we had lunch and thenbiked down to the park.
It was something like one in the afternoon, and so thereas many people around as there are sometimes. We sat downon the bench like we always do, but instead of talking wejust kind of sat there and watched the trees blowing inthe wind. I smiled at Ryosuke and looked into his eyes.He put his arm around me, and we just kind of sat therefor a while. I was so happy.
Then suddenly, he leaned over, and kissed me. I was kindof surprised and embarrassed, but I really liked him andall, so I just kind of leaned back and let him kiss me.His lips were so soft. Before I knew it I was kissinghim, and we went on like that getting more and more intoeach other. Then, again kind of all of sudden, he startedtouching my breasts through my t-shirt.
Suddenly, I remembered where we were, and almost byreflex, I pushed his hand away, and looked around thepark to see if anyone had seen us. Off to the rightfurther on down the path, there were some high schoolboys fooling around on their bikes. They didn’t seem tobe paying any attention to us, but I motioned towardsthem with my eyes and held Ryosuke’s arm tightly to stophim. It wasn’t so much that I wanted to stop; it was justthat I didn’t want to be seen.
Apparently understanding what I was feeling, Ryosukestood up, took me the hand and led me into the woodsbehind the bench. It was still early afternoon, so thewoods were quite bright, and you could see a fair ways sowe kept walking till we came to this hill. We slid downthe hill and at the bottom; there was a little creek.Ryosuke piled up some leaves on a patch of open earth,sat down on them and motioned for me to sit down next tohim.
I was pretty shocked. I told him, “I can’t sit there.I’ll get my skirt all dirty.”
He got up on his knees, and came over to where I wasstanding and kneeled there looking up at me. He moved hisgaze down till he was looking directly at my skirt. Hesat there staring at me, and I began to get this reallyfunny feeling deep down inside, not quite like anything Ihad felt before. I could tell what he was planning to do.He reached up and started undoing my belt. I couldn’tbelieve this was happening.
I mean I really liked Ryosuke and I definitely wanted toget to know him better, but here we were in the middle ofthis park not too far from the university in broaddaylight no less. Looking for an excuse to make him stop,I looked up the hill and all around us, but there didn’tseem to be anyone around. From the direction of the hill,though, every once in a while, you could hear the boysyelling. I began to wonder if they had seen us come downthis way.
As he pulled the belt loose, and started to undo thezipper at the side of my skirt, all sorts of thoughtswere running through my head. I mean I’d been wanting tobe alone with him for a long time by then, but theredidn’t seem to be any place where we could go. Maybe thiswas the only way. I looked down at him. He had this sortof wild look in his eyes as if he couldn’t hold himselfback anymore.
Most of the time, he is pretty tender, but this time,once he’d gotten the zipper open, he pulled my skirt andpanties down with a yank. Half panicking, I covered mypubic hair with my hand, but it was then that I noticedthat I was all wet between my legs. I could feel his handon my bum and his middle finger stroking softly on mymost delicate place. I began to feel more and moreexcited partly because of what he was doing but alsobecause of where we were.
Just when I thought I couldn’t take it anymore, he pulledaway and started getting a condom out of his bag. Heundid his zipper, pulled out his penis, and started toput the condom on. Watching him, I kept thinking“Ohmigod, what am I doing? I must be crazy.”
Before I knew what was happening, we were both down onthe leaves, and he was inside of me. All I can rememberis looking up at the blue sky, and feeling Ryosukewelling up inside of me. I must have blacked out becausethe next thing I knew, I woke up lying on the leaves. Icould feel the leaves on my bum, and the wind wastickling me between my legs. It was a weird kind offeeling, but at the same time, it felt pretty nice.Ryosuke was sitting up a few feet away. His clothes wereon, and he was holding his backpack at his side.
“How do you feel?” he asked.
What a question? As I lay there unsure how to answer, Isuddenly realized that he was looking straight at my openlegs. I sat up and covered myself with my hand. “Uh, OK .I mean, fine .I mean, great.”
We both broke out laughing. Suddenly remembering theboys, I took a look up the hill, but couldn’t see or hearanything. “Where are the rest of my clothes?”
“Oh. Uuh, over there.” He nodded toward the bank of thestream.
I thought of asking him to fetch them, but I was stillfeeling pretty high, so I stood up and walked over towhere they were. It felt so weird to walk around outsidewith only a shirt on. I tugged at the shirt to try tocover up, but it wouldn’t reach. I could feel Ryosukestaring transfixed at my naked bum. I felt soembarrassed, but at the same time, more than a littleexcited. It’s not everyday, you get to walk aroundoutside in the buff.
I half covered the crack of my bum with my hand, andsaid, “Don’t look.” Ryosuke was smiling ear to ear. “Emi,you’ve got an incredible body.” I looked straight intohis eyes. He clearly wanted to do it again, but I wasgetting worried that someone would come into the forestand see us. “We’d better go.” I leaned down and picked upmy skirt, but my panties weren’t there. A little furtherover, I found them. They’d fallen into the creek.
I got down on all fours, and leaned over to fish themout. Behind me, I heard a clicking sound. Ryosuke had gothis camera out of his bag and was taking pictures.
“Hey, what are you doing?”
“This is one day I want to remember!” he said.
Quickly, before he took too many more shots, I slippedinto my skirt. I went to put my panties on too, but theywere soaked and covered with mud. I wrung them out, butthey were still soaked.
“I’ll take those for you.”
I wondered if I should put them on anyway or wait tillthey dried, but Ryosuke came over and took them out of myhand.
“Hey!”
“What? You can’t wear them as long as they’re soaked likethat. C’mon. Let’s go.” He put them in his bag andstarted to walk up the hill. Horrified, I looked down atmy skirt. Every time I know I’m going to meet Ryosuke Itend to wear short mini-skirts and that day was noexception.
“What am I supposed to do? I can’t walk around likethis.”
“Sure you can. No one will notice.”
Every time I moved, even the slightest little breezetickled. Even if no one could see, it was driving mecrazy. Ryosuke had already reached the top of the hill.“Hey, come back.”
He kept on walking. I had no choice but to follow. As Icame to the top of the hill, I pulled the skirt down asfar as it would go in an effort to hide my pitch-blackpubic hair. There was no sign of the boys. Ryosuke waspulling our bikes out of the woods.
“You have really got to be kidding.”
“No, c’mon. We’ll see if we can find a laundromat orsomething.”
“I can’t ride like this.”
“Sure you can. We gotta go. It’s almost supper time.”Ryosuke got on his bike and started peddling away.
“Hey wait.”
When he’d gone 100 odd feet, he turned and mouthedsomething. I’m not sure, but I think it was “I love you.”That was the first time he had ever said it. I wasn’tquite sure how I should feel, but anyway, I got on mybike and started peddling after him.
I managed to catch up to him, but no matter how hard Itried, I couldn’t convince him to stop. We startedpassing people going the other way or sitting on benches.When we got close I would hold my legs straight down sothey couldn’t see, but the skirt had started to ride upquite a bit. I stopped and pulled it down again, but assoon as I started peddling again it rode back up.
“Ryosuke! For heaven’s sake, stop!” We were getting nearthere entrance to the park. Riding through the park wasone thing, but out on the busy street was another.
I stopped at the entrance, only to find that Ryosuke hadstopped too, out on the street and was talking tosomeone. He motioned for me to come over. I got off mybike, fixed my skirt and slowly walked over to where theywere. “Emi, this is Seiji. He’s in polio sic in fourthyear.”
“Ryo, I heard your girlfriend was a looker, but theyweren’t kidding. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you,Emi.”
I just kind of nodded. I’m sure my face must have beenbeet red. The tingling between my legs was driving mecrazy. I couldn’t believe I was standing there talking tothis stranger with no panties on. The two of them chattedfor a while, until suddenly Ryo asked if there was alaundromat nearby. I thought for a moment he was going totake out my panties and explain.
Fortunately, he didn’t, and soon they said goodbye and weheaded towards the place Seiji had recommended. It wasn’tfar so I just walked along beside my bike rather thansuffer the embarrassment of riding again. When we gotthere, there was this guy sitting at the back waiting forhis own laundry.
At first, he was ignoring us, but when Ryosuke handed thepanties to me, the guy immediately sat up and startedwatching me. In the sink near where he was sitting, Istarted rinsing them out. It was clear that he suspectedwhat was going on because he started staring at my skirt.
After I popped them into the dryer, I didn’t want toleave because I was afraid he might steal them orsomething, so I just stood as far away from him aspossible. He kept staring, but Ryosuke didn’t sayanything too him. If anything, Ryosuke looked like thecat that had swallowed the canary, obviously reveling inmy embarrassment by the whole situation.
When the panties had finally dried, we found a washroomand I put them on. I don’t think I have ever been sorelieved in my whole life. Ever since that day, Ryosukehas been obsessed with putting me into embarrassingsituations.
I must admit it is pretty exciting, but I’m worried oneday we may go too far and end up in jail or worse.
So what do you think? What should I do?